I was lucky enough to come into recovery while there were people still alive who were part of the early days of AA when Bill Wilson would bring new members into his house. I also was fortunate enough to come into recovery while Jimmy Kinnon, and the original men who created Narcotics Anonymous, were still alive. In 1987, I launched my own 12-step program to help people exit the sex industry. To do this, I sought out as many living founders as I could of other 12-step programs, as well as people who were part of the early founding days of these programs, to create a "mentor board" to aid me in ideas to create this program. The 1990's was a time when there were literally 100's of 12 step programs, so I sought out as many of those founders as possible to pick their brains and become part of this "mentor board" I had created. Since I came into recovery myself about 1984, I was also hearing a lot of contradictory messages. It seemed like every other day I was hearing on the news that some new drug, or program, or therapy, had been created. So I personally entered a very confusing time for myself. To try and sort things out for myself, as well as for the benefit of this new program I'd created, I started diving into the history of recovery itself as a movement. At the same time, I embraced new ideas with an open mind. Then people started to die. Archives went up in flames. We didn't have the recording equipment back then we have today so finding actual recordings of people like Bill Wilson or Jimmy Kinnon are very rare. I doubt a video of Roy K. the founder of Sexaholics Anonymous, even exists as he shunned being recorded passionately. Roy created the first program that dealt with sexual addiction - so there's a lot of history there. Being also partly native American, I could see how they're trying to preserve their history for a new world and we share this common problem of recording the old ideas for the newer generations right now. I had been on TV, radio and doing live appearances from 1986 to about 1992 and everything I had was recorded on video or audio tape. Only I didn't know tapes will degrade over time, and with heat. Moving in Las Vegas during the summer, I lost crates full of those tapes. In trying to go back to get copies from the source, I realized no one was thinking about preserving these for historical purposes so they're just gone. While someone born in the year 2000 probably has their whole life on their cell phones, the history and knowledge of "old school" recovery is one I feel needs to be preserved for the younger generation to find. I was lucky enough the people I sought out were still alive to talk to me back then, but most of them are gone now. While there is a library that is archiving the history of the prostitution/sex trafficking movement, I haven't found one yet focusing on the subject of recovery. So for me, part of what I feel is "carrying the message" is trying to gather together, preserve, and transit what I can find on "old school" recovery to connect to people who haven't even been born yet so they can find what they need when that time comes. My goal here is to preserve as much as I can here, and then you can see what's of use to you or not. If you have any history you'd like to share with us, please connect with me so I can do that. We have a lot of audio and videotapes that need to be digitized, as well as scanning of old books and flyers, and we need to make them "findable" on the internet. So if you'd like to be a part of this project, please also reach out. I personally have been in recovery since 1984, but my official "clean date" is 1/3/85. I have found great wisdom and value in "old school" recovery that has proven it works by the lives of those I've seen it work for, and in myself as not many people with my history live as long as I have statistically. I saw a study once claiming someone with my history was in the highest mortality rate of anyone in recovery - so I had something like a 5 percent chance of living past 40 according to it. As I will die soon however, we're losing the oral history of these "old timers", so that's why I want to create something for the younger generations to still find when the time comes. We don't have any big corporations wanting to preserve our history, so we have to do it for ourselves. Welcome to "old school recovery".
Jody W. - website host/creator